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Wenhui bridge want to kill oneself on the bridge traffic, people such as ants under the bridge.
I leaned against the guardrail, my eyes full of despair, thinking I was cornered, took a deep breath, and was about to jump.
Maybe there is a divine providence, the cell phone in the bag suddenly rings, it is the wife.
I hesitated and answered.
The wife said as usual, “Where are you?
It’s ready for dinner.”
I looked out into the distance and replied, “I was wandering the streets.”
“Are you coming back for dinner?” she asked.
I stood there for about five or six seconds, damn it, as if I had died once!
After living a minute to earn a minute.
I said to my phone, “Come back.”
Back home, there was the sound of POTS and bowls colliding in the kitchen. My eyes welled up when I saw my wife busy in the kitchen with her 8-month-old belly.
Yeah, my life isn’t even mine!
I got a wife, I got kids on the way, I got mom and dad to take care of, and I can’t even die.
Isn’t that $350,000 in debt?
I secretly clenched my fist, told myself, I must rise again!
My wife didn’t know I was doing margin trading because I was losing money and I didn’t have the face to tell her how much I was losing.
Do foreign exchange margin loss partners believe that all have experienced such a life: unkempt, staring at the plate 12 hours a day, eating like a fire, led an inhuman life.
The most important thing is not to tell people what they are doing, because they have been in the red, the pain can only beat teeth to swallow.
My wife thought that I was still working in the original unit, the monthly salary of 6000, life is dull and busy.
As a matter of fact, I quit my job and started my own business a year ago after I came into contact with foreign exchange margin trading. I was dreaming of all foreign exchange newbies: I wanted to make a fortune in foreign exchange trading!
My wife trusts me very much and rarely asks me about my work. Since I knew she was pregnant, she has been a good wife at home, cooking, washing and mopping the floor every day. I give him 2,000 yuan a month for living expenses.
I am also a person with good emotional control, whether the trading loss or profit that day, I will not put it on her face, so it was more than a year.
I know it was my fault for keeping it from her.
And I know it’s only a matter of time before something breaks.
Now, of course, I was prepared for the worst: a divorce.
Lost a lot of friends and classmates.
I’m probably most sorry for my wife, because she unknowingly accepted the reality of divorce.
All these bad results are their own, I can’t blame others.
My family background is not good, my parents are farmers, even my sister and I are a radish and a vegetable to sell the cost of education.
In 2005, I graduated from Zhejiang University of Technology, my sister graduated from Zhejiang University in 2006, my parents breathed a sigh of relief.
I still remember that graduation year, my father said to me earnestly: “Son, after going to work in the future, we must step by step to work, do not go back home!”
My mother smiled and said, “How can you come back and be a farmer with you?”
I knew my family had had enough of this misery.
After dinner, I hid in my room, pulled out my phone, and dug out the ledger.
It clearly records: Lao Tang: 100 thousand little aunt: 50 thousand Jianfei: 50 thousand old captain: 50 thousand A Zhong: 30 thousand cousin: 30 thousand A Hua: 20 thousand elder sister: 22 thousand total: 352,000!
Tom, my best friend and a college bunk mate, did better in his class after college.
Six months ago, I asked him to lend me 100,000 yuan, saying that I planned to start my own business. He agreed without a word.
All the other debts are free of interest except the 50,000 yuan borrowed by my aunt on behalf of me at a private interest of one and a half minutes.
Those who have done private lending should know that the interest rate of one and a half minutes is equivalent to the annual interest rate of 18%, which is considered normal in Taizhou and Wenzhou.
What’s that interest when you consider that foreign exchange transactions can double in a week?
That’s what I thought at the time, so I agreed to it. It was for three months, and now it’s almost up.
In addition to the rest of the elder sister and Jianfei arrears are not urgent to return, the cycle of borrowing is one or two months.
I’ve been getting calls from time to time these days.
When a man no longer speaks to his friends, his classmates, his relatives, and has no money, what does he have left?
Only to die.
Thinking I was about to face this situation, I walked onto the Wenhui Bridge in Hangzhou, intending to take my own life.
While looking through the account books, the mobile phone screen flashed up, it was Hua calling.
I got a tightness in my chest. I must be asking for money.
I pick it up.
“Have you got any money now, brother?
My wife is going to have a baby. Can I get the 20,000 yuan back first?”
A Hua wife this time is the second child, A Hua is a salaryman, also not rich, this I know.
With the 20,000 yuan, I paid 4,800 yuan for rent for a quarter, and the remaining 4,000 yuan for living expenses. The remaining money was transferred to the foreign exchange account.
Just yesterday, it blew up again.
I remembered that I had 2,100 yuan in the bank, and a wry smile came to my mind.
“Hua, I am now in the registration of the company, to ensure that the King Kong to pay, really can’t take the money ah, a few days ago the company pre-registration, submitted the name can not be used, can only drag you for half a month!
I’m sorry, man.
Is it possible to borrow money from other places first?
I’ll pay you back as soon as I have the money, no more than twenty days.”
That’s why I borrowed money from him, so let’s just make it up.
There was a pause on the other end of the line and the reply was, “Well, that’ll have to do.”
Hua does not understand my current situation, he went to borrow 20,000 yuan should not be difficult, and I borrow 20,000 yuan is more difficult than the sky, because familiar friends, relatives, can borrow I have called.
It’s a fucking failure to do this!
Some people may ask: Kunlun, how can you lose so much time in a year?
In fact, the 350,000 yuan is not all lost in the foreign exchange deposit, more than a year to live, but also to get married, friends contribute money.
Plus he had no income, so he ran out of money.
Foreign exchange platform account.
Four months later, my account balance was $150,740, which means I had 1 million RMB in my account based on the exchange rate at that time!
In this way, I escaped from the nightmare of being in debt.
I don’t know where I read a report, said that a person in less than a month with 300 dollars to make 250,000 dollars (such a person is a person!)
I know the probability of such a legend happening in the foreign exchange margin market must exist. Compared with him, although I am not as good as him, I have achieved a good result. I am satisfied!
Maybe someone will ask: Kunlun, you have been four months, didn’t no one ask you for debt?
I can answer by saying, “Yes, lots of them.
Aunt alone that sum of money has urged many times.
But I told myself, if I pay your debt, I’ll run out of bullets, I’ll be dead, and it won‘t hurt if you lose so much money for a while.”
I have such a thick skin.
Aunt’s money at that time, she had to take pains to help me elsewhere to make up.
She had a completely negative image of me and reported it to my mother.
I’ve become the worst skullduggery.
It wasn’t until today, when I paid interest, that she changed her attitude towards me.
I also often wonder what I would do if I lost the $4,000.
Maybe jump off a bridge, maybe get a divorce, maybe…
I can’t even think about it right now.
I am very grateful to those who borrowed money from my friends, relatives, drinking water, if I succeed in the future, I will repay them!
If there is any difficulty, I will try my best to help, because my life is picked up, not worth anything.
Now, my daughter has been born for two months and is healthy.
I registered my own company.
I also thank God for putting me through this ordeal and giving me the chance to live again.
